POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE?12:52 AM
Monday, January 6, 2014
It's only the first week of 2014 and I have been telling myself to stay positive, to stay cheerful and not to overthink about things and become so negative about myself.
However, I find it so tiring to be always cheerful and positive. Is like, I am not always cheerful and positive. I always overthink and I am always sensitive about small small things.
Well, it always happen doesn't it? When your friend of the opposite sex suddenly becomes attached, and you're forgotten.
I always believe I am ugly just that you guys don't see it. My self esteem isn't as high as it seem. To be honest, I always have a low self esteem and always not confident of myself ><
I am always being like this especially when loneliness struck. Always been concealing how I really feel. It has never been easy.
Can't sleep but there is work tomorrow. Have been forcing and telling myself to stop over thinking. It's hard but I will keep trying~~
I'll feel better soon because I'm strong and always all out for a fight.
Goodnight darlings. Have a good week ahead! (:
