Happening way too often..12:52 AM
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
I swear this is happening way too often to me
But
To be honest
I am the one at fault
My bad
And
It has been affecting me much
I am upset
I thought I wouldn't be upset anymore since it is happening so often but yes, I am. To always get judged by others for my actions done, it just seems that i will be better off alone. I remembered my friend once told me in the club that I can just do whatever I like, don't need to be afraid of getting judge and he won't judge. And yes, we partied like crazy that day without worrying about our image. Too bad we don't get to party together anymore.
When life is taking a troll in your life and when there is no idea what to say or do, stay strong and keep holding on. You will never know when do miracles happen. Even if miracles don't happen, don't ever give up! Don't give up hope. Time will heal. Just need to pull through this~~
I miss having that someone to be there for me to share happiness, joys, sadness. I miss loving someone and feeling love. I know these kind of things can't be rush but still, I want to have someone in my life.
Suddenly, I feel even much alone. When you are on annual leave and you have no one to go out with. Friends are all busy working and they don't have time to go out with you. Everyone you see out there is with their half and here you are all alone..
I miss having that someone who will find me annoying but still love me.Someone who seen me being ugly but still love me.
I will be sleeping alone for four days because my sister had went overseas. I am scared of dark and I don't like sleeping alone. Nights like this just makes me think more and feel lonely.
Hate feeling this way. Sucks to feel this way too ><
Ending this post with a selfie to make myself feel better. I didn't use any filter for this photo. the lighting is just good that's why i look okay. hehes)
Goodnight Darlings~~ Sweet dreams to all :D
