Lies. 2:29 AM
Monday, June 17, 2013
Sometimes I wonder, everything that happens in my life, are they really meant to happen or are they all lies?
I thought people around me wouldn't lied to me but I found out eventually. So there was a reason behind it all along? It just hurts getting lied on especially the one who you believed and trust the most.
When I decided to walk out of your life, don't expect me to go back to you.
You left me telling me to throw away all the hopes, promises that we once had. You told me right in the face that it is impossible for us to get together again. So this time round, when you are back, why did you tell me if it's possible to get together again? Did you think of the damage you done to me? You left me alone to pick myself up while you are there spending happy times with your friends. After I picked myself up, you are back now telling me you still feel for me?
Sorry, I don't need someone who left me for another girl and come back to me for whatever reason.
It's funny how life likes to play a joke on you. When you thought that everything was so true and you just allowed yourself to sink deeper in. When things that wasn't mean to be known got found out, we have already just sink in too deep to get out.
Who can we blame but ourselves? We can shut our doors and prevent others from getting in but we allowed ourselves to let down our guard and allow people in to hurt us. In the end, it is still up to us who we want to believe and let ourselves get hurt.
It's just disappointing how someone who means so much to you, lies to you. I wonder, what was that you wouldn't tell me?
If you are going to behave this way, I am going too. In the end, everything that we had together will just fall apart.
