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Self awareness.1:21 AM
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Life has been quite occupied for me this week. Maybe because I have been going out recently and keeping myself occupied.
I had lost someone who was so dear to me but thankful to God who made me realize that sometimes you got to lose certain things in exchange for better things along the way. And, God gave me a bunch of good friends who I can count on in good or bad times and of course, let me meet another someone who makes me feel love.
I always once thought that I need praises before I can be confident of myself. Like if I am worried about how I look that day, I will ask my other half. Or if I look fat, I always expect a positive response before I feel confident about myself again.
However, this time round, I either don't get the response that I always hear or I don't get a response at all but still, I believe that I look okay. Is it because of the person I am going out with? Does the person you go out with plays a part in this self confident or self esteem thingy?
Today is a Wednesday night which means clubbing day. Is not that I want to go but can't find anyone to go along. I was invited and I rejected the invitation. Surprisingly, the clubbing feel is gone (for now). Earlier this week, I still have the clubbing mood and wanted to go and party to throw all my troubles away but now..
Life is just weird sometimes. It is just amazing how a person who was once a stranger can mean the world to you ♥
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Sylvia Ow
You got three choices in your life, give up, give in, or give it your all. I am just trying to find my place in the world, like everyone else.
i wrap my world in you
all you can think is yourself
this is a time i have to leave
i'm in this by my self
-ignite
