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Fml9:18 PM
Thursday, May 16, 2013
Got the call from ttsh, and guess what? They are going to accept me as a nurse. I am super happy with the news but I couldn't agree to the job at all. Why? Because they can't give me an confirmation on where i will get posted to. Seriously speaking, I really don't want to work in other places but the wards in ttsh. Sigh, tell me what i should do?
This week, got shortlisted by so many jobs. All the livejournal blogshops are recruiting people to work for them. And i got shortlisted. If only they have this job opening since February, I will be able to commit to the job. I won't need to hesitate when they ask how long I will be able to work. Such a pity that I have to reject the job as working for the blogshops because it's something that I always wanted. I guess I don't have a choice too.
Guess it's always the wrong timing. When i thought i have someone here to share good news and bad news, everything changes for a small matter. Here we are not officially together and we are getting pissed off with each other for some small matter. Sigh, just when i thought everything is going well, we have to start getting pissed up with each other. Just when i thought I didn't put in too much, I realised it's too late, I have already sink in. Just going to allow myself to get hurt again if you are not serious about me. Should have get my facts right first before allowing myself to sink in. Or is it because I have been hurt so much that I don't mind getting hurt again?
Feeling super frustrated these few days. Nothing seems to go right at all for me. Should really know how to love and protect myself. Been treating myself quite badly.
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Sylvia Ow
You got three choices in your life, give up, give in, or give it your all. I am just trying to find my place in the world, like everyone else.
i wrap my world in you
all you can think is yourself
this is a time i have to leave
i'm in this by my self
-ignite
