Screwed up life1:36 PM
Friday, May 17, 2013
Decided to call xxx HR department today to check if I am being shortlisted for any interview since I have to give another HR department a reply soon.
Was quite hesitate to call them because like what they have state in their email, they will called those that are shortlisted. So, if you receive no calls, means you are not shortlisted. Finally, i made the call. The woman who picked up the call was so impatient with me. I know it's lunch time soon but come on, I am worried about this and you are giving me the fucked up attitude. In the end, she told me everything I had already knew and divert me to another HR staff.
Spoke to another HR staff. She told me that normally, it will take up to 2-3 weeks before they will have a confirmation whether I am shortlisted. I told her I need to know because I need to reply another side. She asked me how long I have waited and I said 2-3 weeks but have yet to receive any calls. She told me most likely I am not shortlisted. I was like WTF? I am a fresh graduate and have always been having my attachment there. If another job have accepted me, I don't see why can't you accept me. And guess what? She told me to continue waiting for another week.
It's like she doesn't even know whether I am shortlisted a not and there she is telling me I am not shortlisted for a moment and the next moment, asking me to continue waiting.
Damn frustrated with them. The HR department is not efficient at all. Can't even sent a email with clear details stating which job interview I am going for and now giving me replies just to pass me off. Really super screwed up.
Guess I myself really wanted to work in xxx. It's a familiar environment that I always have been working at and of course, I can work more efficiently. I hope I am strong enough to make the correct decision and to hold on. It won't be nice to work halfway and quit right? Sigh, but if the place that I am being posted to isn't something I like, how am I going to work there?
On days like that, I just feel like going to party. I know it doesn't help to solve the problems but at least, during the party, I will be happy, less worries in my life. At least up till the next day, I will be worry free. On days like that if I am at home doing totally nothing and just stoning, I will feel more depressed, more worried, more stress. Miss partying~ the last time i went and party was so long ago.