Shits of Life.2:17 AM
Saturday, June 28, 2014
Been through so much recently. And when I thought that things became better, it actually didn't.
And the worse part is, no one knows I am even close to drowning.
Work has been tiring, exhausting and mentally tiring. The stress that nurses face when they are with their patients.. The best part is, the patients do not know how to appreciate us and yet comment on our behaviours and spoke like we are the bad guys here. It's just hard to please everyone.
Yes, we nurses do take care of you regardless of whatever disease you have. We risk ourselves taking care of you and not judging you. Can you do the same by being equal and not being judgemental?
I am always the person who cares a little too much. My feelings are all open and tender. I tend to come on a little too strong in platonic relationships, and I meet "emotional chilliness". And yes, sometimes it sucks. Sometimes, or like most of the times, i get hurt.
And yes, people do change because of all the nonsense and hurt they have being through, including me. I am such a different person as compared to before.
But
It's time to gain back self respect for myself.
It's time to let everything go and be free.
