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thoughts3:50 AM
Sunday, January 26, 2014
So much thoughts in my mind now. Have been resisting the urge to blog these few days because I didn't want to vent all my frustrations and unhappiness here.
It's only the first month of the new year and yet, I am going through all these emotional mood swings and unhappiness. If the first month of the new year isn't good, how can the rest of the months of the new year be good?
I realise every time when I am unhappy and upset, I will be unable to sleep that night and I will go and do a crazy thing. At this period of time of last year and this year, I went to cut my hair. Haha, the only difference is that this year, my haircut seems better than last year.
Chinese New Year is around the corner and yet, I don't have the mood to celebrate for the new year. Sigh >< can someone come and improve my current mood now?
I know so many cute guys but sigh, we are all people from different world..
To be honest, I am tired of how I am spending my current life now. I find no fun in my life even though I am going out with friends, to work. Still, I feel that something is missing. My friend maybe right. Maybe, it always because I am expecting something more to happen and when it don't, I will just make myself upset. I did try to stop having these kind of thinking but still, I can't help it ><
Time to go out for a holiday. This time, I want to go on a trip alone. To think things through and enjoy a holiday on myself. Time to plan for a holiday soon, like asap, maybe after chinese new year. I really need a break, from the world, from everyone. Need a break to think what I really want in life. Time to really relax and think things through..
For those who are going through a hard time too, stay strong! Even though it's difficult, just believe it will pass. Even if it's hard to believe, just keep telling yourself everything will be fine in the end.
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Sylvia Ow
You got three choices in your life, give up, give in, or give it your all. I am just trying to find my place in the world, like everyone else.
i wrap my world in you
all you can think is yourself
this is a time i have to leave
i'm in this by my self
-ignite