thoughts&rants1:36 PM
Monday, January 13, 2014
Hello darlings~~ (:
Always have the urge to blog but I am too lazy to switch on my laptop and blog. Haha, my laziness always win.
I have passed my BCLS! Well, it was manageable except the compression for the one man CPR since there is a strip rhythm and you can't lie through it. Pass my one man CPR only on the second attempt. But well, at least I impress quite a few with my strength to compress. I only failed because I didn't 'relax' and let the heart pump after my compression.
(The photo doesn't justify how bad my hand looks. It was super red and I got bruises over the area for the next few days)
(Guess the redness and bruises are worth it. Just for this cert! (: Proud of it!)
(Wore scrubs suit for my shift on that day! Well, never had a chance to wear it ever since my OT posting. It looks super big on me >< but that's the smallest size available)
Photos with my work colleagues. Without them, work will be so tough and hard. People like them just makes working fun! All my darlings in the ward. Hehes
Woke up early today because I thought I was on afternoon shift today but then realised that I was on night shift today. And since I can't get back to sleep, this is what I do...
SELFIE TIME! Hehes
No flitter used and no makeup but thanks to the sun, I look perfectly alright! Loving my hair colour toooooo! It is supposed to come out in a lighter colour but it comes out all dark brown with slight red. Going to dye it another time later on before shift!
Met one of my secondary school friend and the first thing she said was 'Why do you seem so different now? The change in you is so significiant. Is a good and bad change thou. You are getting prettier but also becoming so wild and crazy. What happened to you?'
Too many things have happened to me. I went through way too much a girl in 21 shouldn't have gone through. Yes, my colleagues are all calling me 小妹妹 (small girl) but I am so much more mature than they think >< Sorry guys, I know many of you have been asking me to stop going to clubs and it isn't a good place for me. I understand you are worried for me guys. Thank you for your concerns.
But..
I miss partying. Is not like I didn't go for a few weeks or a few months but still, I miss the music, the lights and the crazy dance. The funny thing is, I miss being drunk. The last time when I got really drunk was last year before my birthday. Even on my birthday, I wasn't drunk at all. Sigh, I know being drunk and wasted isn't good but if it can make you forget your troubles for a while, let you be happy and allows you to party without worries, why not? The only bad thing is the hangover and when your troubles all comes back to you. Dilemma. Nvm, let's see how things goes this Wednesday night.
Time to party after so many days away from the club~~ (:
