Feelings: Emotional9:30 AM
Saturday, August 24, 2013
Having this same feeling over and over again. It has been awhile since i last had this feeling.
It has been making me feel insecure, lack of confidence and kept wondering what's wrong with myself. It has been obvious that your point of attention has shifted away from me.
I wondered what's wrong, why the sudden change in attitude? I really don't understand. You appear and came into my life and now, you just step out as and when you want. Is just super unfair to me. As least tell me what's wrong so I will know.
Hate this fucked up attitude of yours.
I hate myself too. Need to give myself a slap in the face to wake myself up. Is just another friend stepping out of your life, no big deal. But, why am I making such a big fuss over it? Obviously, it's because you matter to me.
Missing the day where we used to chat on the phone, text and go out together. It may be just two weeks but still, i miss the time we spent together.
I just want one day, one day where we text, chat and go out as usual.
