Life is tough

I know that everyone has started working now and i am not. It's not like i didn't send in resumes to hospitals or other to apply for the job. If they didn't contact me or didn't shortlist me, what can i do? Is not like I didn't apply for anything. You think I don't want to start working? Fml, super fustrated. 

Isn't it always like this? People got to stop being so judgemental about others. What you heard from others doesn't mean it is the truth. Is only one side of the story. If you are being judemental about me just after hearing their side of the stories, and start to dislike me even without knowing who i am, then i have nothing to say. It's just how funny you can dislike me when i don't even know you. What a joke.

I think i don't even matter to anyone. So even if i disappear, no one will miss me or think about me. Sigh, everytime when one obstacle is down, another one will come. It's like there are so much obstacles in my life. 

Life is really tough.