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Sacrifice5:08 PM
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
For the whole two years one month relationship, i learnt about something. To be willing to sacrifice certain things to get better things.
Sacrifice one month of celebration to have more monthly celebration. I didn't thought of that that time and now, here i am without anyone with me today. All alone here with him having fun.
Sometimes, i felt that everything is just my fault. If i didn't insist that time, when i gave him the time he needs, things might not be like that. But, was it wrong of me to this? I did it because i was afraid of being alone, and i need you to be with me. Time out just simply means not contacting each other for that few days and the duration you wanted, just becomes longer and longer.
I shouldn't be thinking about him now but today was our anniversary date. 24/9/12 was the day he proposed to me and we changed our statues to 'engaged'.
From strangers to friends, to couples, to lovers, to friends and now back to strangers.
Everything just went back to square one.
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Sylvia Ow
You got three choices in your life, give up, give in, or give it your all. I am just trying to find my place in the world, like everyone else.
i wrap my world in you
all you can think is yourself
this is a time i have to leave
i'm in this by my self
-ignite
